A new year

Its new years eve!!! Or the last of 2014.
365/365 days written.
Have i lived life to the fullest? Have i written my own story that i want to tell? Well, ive been living woth lots of regrets for the past year. Not having done this; not having done that. But theres also lots and lots of joy. Im thankful to everyone who made me love 2014: 107, cca batchmates, seniors, and my pri sch friends.
These 364 days have been like a roller coaster; with ups and downs. But thats just life.
Thus tmr, it will be a blank 365-pages book, all for u to fill in. Ik that new year resolutions are shit, and a total waste of time - but this year, im gg to give it a try to fulfil all of them. The reason why new year resolutions dont work is 1. You dont have enough motivation 2. U just forget about it after a period of time 3. U have no time
Therefore, ive decided to be more organized (totally unlike myself) and have a whole lot better time management.
Ny new years resolutions, shall not be revealled , but they sure take some time to accomplish. I know that next year im sec 2 and its gg to be a really busy year, so time managment is really important. Setting goals for urself only works if you strive to achieve it. And thats what im doing now. A new start.

"Live like theres no tomorrow"

^i saw this quote on the internet and i found it really meaningful and like totally relates to me thus its my new moto for the new year. I believe everyone must have a moto in life or else theres no meaning to it!!! So to anyone reading this (do u even exist....?) Think of a moto that fully describes yourself and you are sure that thats how u want to live ur life ☺

Coming back to the last day of the year, thanks for all the joy and laughter everyone has brought me. Im super super grateful to all of u and im sure im made many true friends:D thanks for being by me through thick and thin and we sure have experienced a lot.

2014
January: the start of a new year. a new school. A new life. It was a super terrifying yet exciting experience, making new friends, totally being in a whole new environment. Having to adapt to things super quickly. Getting the momentum of the school.

February: things started to get slightly better, more friends, understanding more about how nanyang works and all, but the pressure has also increased.

March: lsc, our first camp as a class. It was a really fun and enriching experience and i cant express how grateful i am. Bonding as a class, playing really fun games, performing for our parents. I love this camp pls bring me back.

April: nth much....??? Preparing for myes all the tension building and everyone mugging everywhere im legit srs. It was scary at first cuz pple like me nv study. I was afraid to fall back in class so i started studying.

May: csm i guess. Walking around hwachong anywhere everywhere with my lovelies. Helium balloons and everything ❤ ((but also myes))

June: hols!!!! However, lots of cca practices ahahaa for our concert!!! Cca camp; fun and tiring. Marching was the worst i swear okay maybe second worst. Worst was the night trial i absolutely hate getting scared ugh. But it was fun w games and laughters!

July: concert!!!!!! It was really fun w us running arnd here and there, being so nervous and encouraging each other along the way. Getting blisters from the stupid shoes we were wearing and hearing our friends cheer for us before our performance:-)<3 the best part was seeing all our friends coming here to support us i cannot even love love them so much

Aug: now its my turn to watch concerts heh, cd and md, they were both so so exciting and my friends have done vvvvvv well. Omg jealous that they can dance so well. Seeing the smiles on their faces when they say that we cam to support them really made my day. And them being really grateful to us, im glad i came.

Sept: super lot of mugging for eoys, teachers teaching the last few stuff and lastly, my birthday<3 i was really shocked to receive so many msgs at 12am and some srnd afternoon but i cant believe they can rmb my bdae:') even those not really close to me wished me tooo. Im truly blessed. Not to mention the presents i received from my close friends<33 i also met up w my pri sch friends on tchers day it was so so nice seeing them i missed them alot and to see how pretty they have become*.* i love them so much i cant even

Oct: eoys officially start, after that the collecting of results. Mixed feelings ya i felt that i didnt study hard enough so im trying to make amendments for this year. Btt after eoys we went alot of places to celeb and partyyyyyy. Orchard!!!*-* so that part was fun. And then came the last day of sch and all to an end</3

Nov: hols, cca practices, nth much it was really quite a boring month but i did hang out w my friends to catch a movie or just catch up once in a while so only those days were memorable wait we also had malacca trip it was super fun im in love<3 we got to bond a whole lot more and i got even closer to my close friends and close to some who we werent really close to at first.

Dec: started on my work and met up w some of my friends, boring as usual

Cant wait to see y'all again!!! This fri muaks!! And bonding time w lots of games. Also excited to see my juniors and for bse and for alot other things like the personalized ciriculum. I am however, not excited for the huge ass amt of work we will be recieving and studying:-( so 2015 sounds really exciting and i cant wait for it to start<3 see u then 😘

And then i shall end of w some pics

Teachers day celeb:-)

Okay so my constant inactivity made me post this. Im not sure if anyone actually reads my blog but still I've decide to post this really impt event that happened recently.
Something minor; I guess to many. But this means finally seeing my pri sch frens again (after like idk 10months??) and returning to my second home<3, gsps.
So when I was studying there, tbh I didn't quite enjoy it. Honestly there was lots of pri sch drama and all. so I was actually wishing pri sch would end n I could "start a New life" in sec sch. It's true; I did "start a new life", im really enjoying it, with friends I can count on, although there's sec sch pressure and all. People around me are all muggers, which might be a good thing as they would influence me in my results. My results, however, aren't going very well for me. I'm falling back in class. I don't expect to be the top, but at least half my class? N here I am being 3/4 in class. Friends wise, I like my pri sch ones and sec sch ones pretty much the same. Work wise, how much I'm longing to go back to pri school, a slightly stress-free environment.
I think everyone has grown a lot, through the past 10 months or so. Whether physically or mentally HAHA. I think we all matured alot, and no longer are the childish type of people we used to be.well of course, all of them grew so tall, and alot prettier ☺
Coming back to gsps made me think alot: have I spent the last 6 years of my life doing foolish things and not making the best our of it? Yes I did. And I solemnly regret it. Thinking back, it was indeed a memorable journey, though with lots of ups and downs. But when u r in the journey, u just take a day as it is, and don't make full use of it. Days passed; is everything still the same? U just using your phone surfing the internet, not exactly studying at all? Actually not. Although I've indeed not made full use of the time, even a small conversation with a friend might mean a lot in the future.
The minute I stepped into gongshang, many memories filled me; how we were so nonchalant in the past, how selfish, how immature. But that's all a part and parcel of our life. Now, I know I can no longer reverse time and go back to the pri sch days, but seeing my pri sch frens; the feeling which I can't decipher to now. Joy yet sorrow, of seeing them and how they have changed, but realizing how u have not cherished the time spent together w them. and Theres the aftermath of it, missing them so badly now. I miss my pei sch days, how carefree we were. The Next time im probably seeing them would be Next year, hopefully during the dec hols though. So this meetup really meant alot to me. despite only meeting up for like 1h+? Missing them real bad now so I've decided to write this post.

So I shall end off with some pictures (of course) and what I've learnt: to never take things for granted, cherish the present and what u have, and make full use of it.:-)
-denise

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Valentines day<3<3

Okay Hi guys I haven't posted in a long long while n ik that Valentine's day is a long time ago SO just bear w me. Valentine's day was home learning SO work just sums up my whole day. But the Joy of receiving Brownies n cookies from my angel made them all worth<33 She's one of the nicest senior I hv ever met ilh it's just awkward in real life we only talk in letter But I hope one day I can hv a pic with u;)
#Yinese5ever ily:-) thx for being a listening ear n a crazy friend(:

Baby power!!>:)

so today's cny:) okay ytd Ive been really busy ok. Anw so first, I went to my grandparents hse(mum's side) to have lunch etc. All adults no couzs:( then we went to my grandparents hse(dad side) tp hv dinner. All my couzs are adults but nvm we had fun hehe. N this is a pic of my really cute nephew:33 my neices r all like pri sch so yeahh n another nephew but he left early.